qianwen!

2008-05-30T19:43:00.001+08:00

switched t livejournal.

till then. (:

2008-05-26T21:51:00.004+08:00

im taking a break from studying bio spa!
(haha okay fine i havent started.)

BIO SPA IS DAMN SPASTIC WHOEVER CAME UP WITH IT SHLD JUST GO DIE.

on a random note: im eating potato salad now from pastamania! YUM(:
haha i feel damn incoherent now cause tdy is an incoherent day (i sound like yannie, yo. HAHAHAHA)

good things comes to those who wait.
yeah yeah VERY APT.

they always say, whatever will be, will be.
i've just got t learn t live with that.

okay bio spa!

oh and i forgot t add. i am going t switch t lj!
but i need help on the layouts, SOMEONE HELP ME PRETTY PLEASE? (:

2008-05-25T00:09:00.001+08:00

144 words

Speed test

HAHAHA. (:

2008-05-19T01:11:00.002+08:00

i think i'm a bad girl. ):

SHITASS YOU!
i need some kind of distraction t get these all away.

2008-05-17T20:44:00.003+08:00

Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know.

I shouldn't love you
But I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
But I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to
Be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings?
And look the other way

And I don't know
How to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop
Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go. (Just so you know)

This emptiness is killing me
I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there
Just never spoke of
I'm waiting here
Been waiting here

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
(Whoa, Just so you know,
Whoa, Thought you should know)

I tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
Just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

Just so you know

):

2008-05-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

i am sad!

on a random note:
i finally finished clocking my mileage tdy.

oh and our hockey boys won!
so now we've got both teams in the finals GO SA!

going down for these matches gets me rather fired up for nationals in july.
i can't wait. yet i know that before nats come, i'd have t get over and done with bt2 first.
D:

plus, trngs wld stop altogether after nats.
as the seniors have put it last yr, i know as well that its gna be damn hard.
damn hard t get used t life without trngs.

trng's in the morning tmr, i need my sleep.
alot alot of sleep. t repay all the sleep debt i've accumulated over the past 2 weeks.
bio spa is crazy and i (obviously) did not manage t finish it tdy.
how am i going t complete it come bio spa in june hols? ):

I AM GOING T REMEMBER T BRING MY PADDLE GRIP TMR. (:

so what now? ):

2008-05-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

my gastric is acting up again.
cant eat, cant do anything. ):

i swear my brother is the mostest retarded shitass ever.

2008-05-12T21:30:00.002+08:00

rugby match after school tdy and almost 3/4 of the school went down t support!
though it was a second, it was a really great game.
that kind of determination our players had for the game was so powerful.
they never gave up and fought till the very end.
way t go SA!

chem mock tmr. i need a miracle, seriously.

meanwhile, i am flooded, engulfed, whatever, by everything and anything that has been happening arnd, whether it concerns me or not.
everything's so overwhelming but eventually it boils down t nothing at all.
nothing. (like as always..)

i need all the strength i can have t help me carry on.
come'on. this is not the right time.

pray, yes prayers work wonders all the time.

2008-05-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

FM Static - Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

((:

2008-05-07T21:08:00.002+08:00

sorry for the influx of emo posts lately.
i wont say im fine althogether, but at least im better.
cause i have learnt t smile even without you.

anyway quote of the day:
chenyang can excite his butt very well.

i heard wrongly though, but at that point of time it was really funny and i tried exciting my butt in the k2 and the whole boat was rocking.

but trng tdy was DDDDD: and im so tired now i feel like just going t sleep but theres chem spa tmr and i havent studied so i need t study and hence i cant just go t sleep now or i'd screw my spa (aka the alvls).
I AM SAD.

as much as i wld want t tell myself that trng is good.
i am pretty much burnt out already, just only after 2 days of AHEM moderate trngs.
not very moderate all, my back is going t give way soon.

this week's been filled with tests and still counting.
spartan tmr i think i am going t dieeee ):

in other news, RUGBY WON and now we're going into finals.
but apparently we arent given a half-day where we cld all go down t support unlike previous yrs.
and we all know the reason why. SIGH.

but i've made up my mind t go anyway, even though i end at 5pm.
BWAHAHA. (:

alright imma go study chem spa.

2008-05-03T23:21:00.002+08:00

its been almost a year.

i think i am retarded.

):

2008-04-30T23:50:00.001+08:00

life is hard,
really really hard.

its times like this that i need people t walk through life with me and tell me t press on.

nehhhhh im not going t care about anything you do anymore.
its not bothering me and it never ever will.
cause it probably just hit me hard that it aint worth holding on t something that will never be.
(no, im nt talking about what you think im talking about.)

nevermind, I AM STRONG.

i hate emo ~~days~~. nights rather.
everyone is emo and pms-y nowadays that its getting contagious.
and life suddenly seems pretty hard t get by.

oh my bananas. ):

2008-04-26T23:58:00.001+08:00

BIG SIGH. ):

i
feel
like
shit.

1. from the accumulation of everything that has happened recently.
2. that im witnessing things happen but yet i cant do anything.
3. for being useless.
4. for the way you handle issues. damnit you lift me up t make me fall even harder.
5. that i get injuries easily
6. for nt being strong enough. i shld cry less. ):
7. for being easily affected by my external surroundings. i need selective hearing/watching!

i feel like im going t explode. soooon.

2008-04-25T22:26:00.005+08:00

okay i know its been over pretty long ago but still im gna say.
SPORTS DAY WAS GREAT (:
i love my class hohoho!

we ran like mad and we did better than expected.
yep the whole thing was pretty much very very unexpected cause we actually managed the finals.
not the Afinals of course, but Bfinals are still finals right? (:
and we managed a 2nd placing. hahaha

gna be our last ever sports day. and im glad we made the best out of it.
we're not the best, definitely. but what matters is that we never gave up.
no matter how bad we think we are (mr chay probably agrees too. haha)
we still pressed on and gave it our all.
the whole race experience was priceless, really. :D
07S11 is love!

[EDIT: and so is jon ceyong and korky. HAHA THANK YOU LA. (: ]

(okay i know im long-winded. hahas)

10X200m relay teammmm (:

okay it was trng after that. supposedly light trng which wasnt very light afterall.
went for dinner and i felt so tired that i found it tiring t even eat.
left and i slept alll the way home and went t slp right after im home.
and so i dint study for econs.........

read the notes for the first time like half an hour before the paper.
if i'd pass, it wld be the biggest miracle ever. HAHAHA

stayed back t study for maths test but the plan totally failed.
we went t watch the rugby trng instead hahaha.

my eyes are threatening t close on me.

anyway. video analysis at 5 tdy.
ended school at 1.30pm so we went t sas t swim.
yes, SWIM. but we ended up playing and doing retarded things. HAHA
first we tried t lie flat (face up) on the bottom tiles of the swimming pool, which left me with painful ears and eyes.
and then we tried standing on each other and i got thrown off/fell off alot of times. D:

haha jiaolian says we can do k4!
k4k4k4k4k4k4k4 :DDDDDD
im pretty eggggggcited for tmr. hohoho (:

and on a totally random note:
SPA SKILL A SUCKS.

im out!

2008-04-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

i logged into blogger wanting t type an entry.
then i saw that there has been a new post on the class blog!
and so i cldnt resist this anymore. (credits to shippppp!)
im sorry eugene and zhiyang! xD
MUAHAHAHA.

awwwwwww.so sweet Y

anyway, MY MOTHER BOUGHT BANANA CAKE! :D
and so i've got banana cake for breakfast tmr hohohos.

hmmm and so its been pretty long since i last typed an entry.
and suddenly i cant remember what i wanted t type. D:

oh yes, how cld i forget. pa paddles last weekend!
i was pretty disappointed with the k1 race.
okay, i was very disappointed. but ahhhs setbacks are steps t success.
oh wells.

i cried. and it was probably the first ever race i cried so badly about.
wasn't much of sadness of nt getting into finals.
ayee i don't know how t describe but the feeling was just pretty overwhelming. hmmmm.
but thanks t my very very nice teammates who tried t cheer me up.
cldn't imagine what life in sa would be like without you guys man. (:

but nevertheless, it has been quite an experience.
we've all come so far from where we started about 1 yr plus ago.
11 more weeks. all the wayyyy!

haha for once in a very long time, i reached home at 4plus today!
apparently we were supposed t have extra bio lecture tdy but the physics ppl invaded our venue!
and so they cancelled our lecture after making us wait from 1.30 to 3.30.
the others had physics and there was no one left in school so i went home! :D

i had half a mind t go watch the soccer match (since its damnnnn near) but no one wanted t go.
haha its okay tights will still play his best. (RIGHT LIYAN? :D)
HEHE GO TIGHTS. (:

okay i've ran out of stuffs t write and my eyes are threatening t close on me.
tmr's sports day. GO 07S11! :D
like the windddddd-.

okay, NIGHTSSSS (:

2008-04-13T16:00:00.004+08:00

and then, there was ~~you and me~~ WE. (:

in a few more hours time, my weekend is coming t an end and a new week's starting again.
hence, i am sad. (haha)

okay thats rubbish. school's fun, minus the lessons, tests and work. and teachers. (:
anyway pw results were released last friday.
we did well, better than expected i gues. but i dont understand why some other schools can get 90something percent A grades and not get pointed at for having too lenient markers.
okay the students there are smart and capable hence no suspicion.
in other words: we. are. stupid. HOORAY.

anyway, i just came back frm trng camp ytd!
it was fun. and pretty tiring i guess.
but its the aftermath that hurts more! i've got back aches, butt cramps and whatnot.
HOWS THAT MAN. i feel old and i walk like a duck.

day one of camp we had team talk in the trophy room following by SPEED ~~DATING~~ talking between juniors and seniors. (okay it was more of screaming/shouting cause everyone was talking at the same time and it made hearing a little hard.)
i got t know some of the juniors and it was quite funny how we cld just sit there and talk crap.

and then we played captain's ball. which was very convieniently changed t captain's lettuce.
the lettuce became smaller with every throw and it smelt pretty bad.
but that's not the worse. we played captain's chicken (aka the flying chicken).
the head flew out, the liver/heart dropped out and the whole chicken was ripped into 2.
DDDDDDDDD:

the crows cleaned up the mess for us. =/

had dinner, then lessons with mrQ.
then it was REST TIME!
showered and then we had a mini gossip session at night (:
and we took pictures of our light sticks (THANKYOU CHENYANG) in the dark.
hohos.

and the next day started with that thing you do as whhee's alarm.
it. rang. at. five. thirty. in. the. morning.
got up eventually at 6, got ready and 6.30, only t realise that we were supposed t gather only at 7. D:

spartan 300.
which was very much partially responsible for my butt aches.

then breakfast with milo, bananas and wholemeal bread with peanut butter(:
thank god there were no eggs.
last yr's attempts at making hard boiled eggs were quite scary.
failed attempt. and hence we had t eat warm raw eggs. =/

played the stupid amazing race after that.
haha what a name.

lunched and then WE WENT DRAGONBOATING!
but it was pouring so we stayed at golden mile till the rain stopped.
where we played stupid games and did stupid forfeits. hahas

walked t kallang after the rain stopped t go db-ing :D
we were on the heavier boat with jiaolian as our corkstern (is it called that?).
and it was damn fun. as compared t last yr's db-ing.
very tiring but the satisfaction of having such a heavy boat jerking forward and everyone encouraging each other t endure all the way pretty much evens it out all. :D

after the camp whhee and i went t play lan with the guys. HAHAHA
i am noob. very very noob. but I MANAGED T KILL PEOPLE. (:
then nic played using my name and managed t shock everyone.
HAHAHAHA

whoa its a damn long post.
haha im out!

2008-04-07T23:08:00.003+08:00

my ankle is officially pretty screwed. ):
i took eons t walk from school t broadway tdy and it hurt so much that i had an urge t stop walking altogether.
DAMNITS.
how the hell am i going t survive through trng camp with my bloody ankle. ):

this is random but some dude sneezed damn loud during chem lecture test tdy and i was laughing so hard that i cldnt write properly.
._.

hohos anyway im using the family comp now since its switched on already and im lazy t switch on my laggy comp.
(okay not really laggy. only lags when i play viwawa -_-)
HAHAS. the whole world is viwawa-ing.
oh what has the world become to. D:

OMG I WANT T GET A NINTENDO DS.
why dont i have a sponsor too.

on a totally random note,
i realised im blogging exactly one week after my previous entry.
and somehow theres nothing t write about.
the week's been boring. trng study sleep study trng trng trng.
okay probably the highlight wld be the rugby match on sat against cj. ((((:
SOMEHOW, trng was in the afternoon so we had time t catch the rugby match in the morning!
it was a great match though, 64-0 woohooo. (:

oh and how cld i forget! i met part of the team ytd for dinner at anchorpoint (cause someone heard about some foodcourt and wanted t go try some food there.)
hmmmmmm.

alrights there's nothing much already.
imma go sleep soon hahas. (:

2008-03-31T23:16:00.003+08:00

so it was the national junior canoeing championships last weekend.
as much as it was really tiring and draining, im glad we all raced well and did the best we could.
sajc canoeing ftw!! (:

for the record, i left home at 6.30am on saturday morning, reached home at 10plus.
left home at 7plus on sunday morning and came home only at 11plus!
so i spent a grand total of (almost) 9 hours of my weekend at home.
of which probably 7plus hours was spent sleeping HAHAS.

and so that left me as a very very tired girl for the whole of today.
bleahs.

bloody long day tdy from 8am all the way till 5pm, with only 3 random half hour breaks in between..which wasn't of much use actually thanks t the crowd in the cafe. :@
J2s need better welfare man. D:

had video screening (on our pre-recorded standing board jumps) during pe and the jumps were really funny. esp coughkahhweecough HAHAHAHA.
jiahui the violent one started hitting me whenever funny things happened in the video. -_-
i managed t convince mrchay that we just had lunch and we were all full and on the brink of puking if we did any streneous(omg my spelling sucks.) activities so pe was rather light tdy.
hohos :D

then it was gp. which. was. ultimate. boredoom. D:
and we were on the topic of science and technology..
tcher: so class, do you think i'd be able t make this stack of paper stick on the ceiling if i threw it up now? *starts throwing paper*
on the first try he hit the tile on the ceiling and it somehow moved and threatened t fall and hence he got scared HAHAHA.
tcher: see it doesnt right, no matter how hard i try. *starts throwing the paper again*
me: sir! the paper would stick if you tried till 5pm. :D (gp ends at 5pm HAHAS)

okay, i was bored. ):

supposedly easy but long and intensive programme for trng tdy haha.
but it was pretty fun. (:
anyway pt was really really light.
then we went t the trophy room for massage session. HAHAHA.
plus we did alot of stupid things in the trophy room. SHHHHHH.

then had pizza for dinner!
t celebrate mrQ's birthday (imma welfare rep, yo.) and also for our race on sat and sun!(:
haha mrQ obviously knew about it but he pretended not t and played along with us anyway ._.

okay i think i need sleeeep.
or i'll zombie arnd tmr again, lol.
NIGHTSSSSS (:

2008-03-27T23:07:00.001+08:00

为什么那么痛?
):

2008-03-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

Leona Lewis; Keep Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rest that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love.

2008-03-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

aha my blog is pretty dead again :O
doesnt matter la. doubt anyone reads anymore cause i post pointless entries :/

the week's been busy busy busy.
come tmr it'd be the 6th continuous day having trng. and still counting.
HOHOS. trng's fun (:

there's a new addition t the class!
so now we've got 7 guys. hahaha okay la got improvement.
maybe he'll be able t run for the class during sports day.
we see some light? hmmmm xD

anyway step up 2 was goood.
but channing tatum (tyler gage) > robert hoffman (chase collins) definitely.
ahahahas. but overall it was good.
the dancing was Y. :D
comparable t step up la. its not that bad as they say it is.

dont know what came over me but i'm pretty much very very determined t train now.
like in terms of self trng la.
i'll skip and swim. gna improve my not-very-good stamina.
ahahas. i am determined!
but step 1: I NEED A SKIPPING ROPE.
gahhh. i used t have a few but all of them disappeared. somehow =/

first day of school tdy and it has been pretty taxing.
surprisingly an A for maths.
bio was shit but who cares. im easily contented (:

long long 2 hour break tdy so i went t macritchie t move boats and i came back with 5 mosquito bites on my legs. ))))):
plus i've been getting all sorts of weird bites lately. helpppppp D:

met the class after that for tauhuay and we got our class jerseys!

okay its late.
GOODNIGHT!

and on a pretty random note:
it sounds cliche, but life sucks. ):

yepp. but then again, nobody cares so why shld i.
sometimes i dont even know what im doing anymore.
i tell myself something but i end up doing/behaving another.
SIGHHHH. i shall sleeep.

2008-03-23T12:36:00.002+08:00

everything that has once ever mattered has become history.
mmmmmmm.

in other news, blocks are over.
okay they were over long long ago but i hadnt found time t update cause we've been trng everyday.
but then again i dont really feel relieved or whatsoever cause i know there'd be more shit up and coming.

ahas oh well.
i've got t go get ready for trng now hohoho.

2008-03-16T08:38:00.003+08:00

ohmygod i need t stop blogging.

haha i tried t wake up really really early tdy t chiong bio.
but it was so early that i think i drifted in and out of sleep.
until my mum came t ask me whether i was sleeping or studying HAHA

i dont know leh.
i think its a hybridisation of both.

omg chem is getting t me.

i feel like i shld go on a hiatus till 19th march.
I SHALL TRY T STOP MYSELF FRM COMING ONLINE SO OFTEN.
the internet is a dangerous place.
it preys on unsuspecting young children. LOL.

hahahaha shit im damn lame.
okay i shld stop. now.

LATERS.

2008-03-15T23:20:00.006+08:00

i wasn't sure before, but now i know.
~~its quite sad how someone can behave like a fucking hypocrite~~.
i guess it doesnt matter either,
cause i bet you don't care anyway.
to sum it up, i think i really 看错人了.
=/

sigh, i know i shld be studying now but im like damn sick of studying already.
really really DAMN SICK of studying. ):
helpppppppppppp.

today wasn't exactly a good day either.
as in i'm nt in such a good mood as i was ytd. somehow.

;_;

gahh nvm press on press on press on.!

2008-03-14T21:02:00.003+08:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY.
okay besides that i've been playing mahjong!
on some website and my character is naked and sad. ):

haha and i've been eating like a pig tdy.
im spending so much money on fooooood.
what has the world become to. HAHA

but anyway subway was good.
good = nice + CHEAP
hohoho.

and i finally saw the sun again tdy! (:
but macritchie was closed hence trng was cancelled.
BASKET....(ball).

okay i feel like watching television cause im suffering from the cram-too-much-things-into-head syndrome.
im getting headaches quite occasionally and i get high for no apparent reason.

okay LATERS.
imma go watch hongkong dramas. HAHA

its good we're ~~finally~~ moving on. ((:

2008-03-13T21:33:00.003+08:00

if love was a disease,
boy you make me sick. (:

haha im blogging again even though i've got nothing t blog about.
cause my life revolves arnd studying studying and more studying.
okay plus abit of trng (but apparently not so much cause the weather's really bad.)
):

maybe its God's way of wanting us t study more.

in other news, tdy was yet another studying day.
and i swear i tried cramming so much stuffs into my not very large brain left me with occasional headaches. ~~i think i'd rather die than study~~
positive thinking positive thinking.
okay, STUDYING IS DAMN FUN.

theres trng tmr! (:
please please please dont rain.

2008-03-12T23:28:00.003+08:00

and i've come t a conclusion that the frequency of my entries depends largely on the extent on which i am busy.
cause when i'm busy i tend t do unimportant things like blogging.
hohoho.

anyway, leap years tdy was good. (:
ananda everingham (did i spell correctly?), the guy who played jeremy is Y
haha but that isnt the main point. xD
halfway through the show whhee got a little high on caffeine, thanks t our triple shot java chip frm starbucks. LOL

studying was pretty productive tdy too! and we had good food for lunch and dinner.
and so i guess im a pretty satisfied girl now. :D

im prepared for more studying tmr! (:
GO ME!

and dear God, please stop raining!

2008-03-10T22:19:00.001+08:00

i've been meeting all sorts of werid people lately.
i think i need a break. ):

blocks are coming up.
but I STILL CANT FEEL THE NEED T STUDY.

oh dear.

2008-03-09T18:12:00.005+08:00

haha its been a damn busy week D:
i finally have the time t sit down and do my stuffs.
and so i thought i'd blog first.

but then blogger got a little cranky and i took a hell lot of time trying t load the page.
oh well, its loaded alr so whatever ahaha :D

mr500 has been quite an experience i must say.
no medals, but it was good all the same (:
made me realise what my flaws were.
i always wait till the horn stops before i start.
hahaha i've got imba lag time -___-

its okay, NJCC's gna be a different story altogether.
hahahas. (:

took the lorry frm seletar t bedok and then frm bedok t macritchie and i swear we almost died.
driver was a reckless uncle and he speeds!
even on humps and whatnot and we all got rotten butts. RAWR.
then he reversed ALL THE WAY up the slope behind macritchie reservoir!
(and knocked into a motorbike.)
we all screamed like hell and banged on the lorry but obviously he didnt hear us at all. SIGH.

OH YES. how cld i forget.
westmall (melshan's 'hippest' and favourite hangout spot.LOL) has subway which offers student meals!
we got a footlong cold cut trio, drink and 2 cookies for only 6 bucks!
IS THAT CHEAP OR WHAT.
hahahahas :D

and now i owe raymond a handphone sock cause i promised him one if he finished the race. HAHAS.
but still (even though i doubt he'll be reading this), GOOD JOB MAN.
we're all so proud of you (:

im so proud of everyone who raced during mr500.
and thankyou whheee for coming down! :D
yayyy! <3

2008-03-06T19:09:00.003+08:00

screwed up. big big big time.
but ayeeee. nvm la, its over already. (:

i am very very very bored now.
shall go eat dinner then STUDY.
-is determined.-

GP tmr
blah.

your voice was the soundtrack of my summer;
Y

2008-03-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

tmr's the day.
God bless me. D:

i had the urge t blog just now but it all went away as soon as logged in.
hahaha trng was good tdy but im tired and sleepy and SCARED.
okay not really scared but i guess the fact that exam's tmr has finally set in and i finally feel the pressure of going t the exam studio totally unprepared. or rather, going t the exam and planning t fail.
all i can do now is hope that i dont screw up tmr and the rest is pretty much not within my control anymore.
to sum it up all, basically i feel damn sian now. ):

whats wrong with the world and everything else.
why do things happen when they dont mean t mean what they mean.
why is it that some people can say one thing and mean another, or rather, dont mean anything at all?

haha (no you're not supposed t know what im talking about.)

in other news, coach's debrief was rather long tdy.
and we left that place t go shower only at 8pm (plusplus).
it was freaking cold and i swear i was shivering like mad.
but i feel inspired t train hardddd all over again.
so, go team sa! (:

okay im tired.
YAWNNNNN.

2008-03-04T21:57:00.006+08:00

i just uploaded pics taken with my phone frm NVM last sun, so picture post!
before i go study for chem and bio SPA!
(and i completed my vectors tutorial and did complex numbers tutorial in school just now)
MUAHAHAHA. i am proud of myself :D

okay, anyways. (:

camwhoring in the toilet ahahs :D

and im gna post this picture cause its quite funny AHAHA.
failed camwhoring attempt #1359028109581.
i looked like i took a pic of myself when i wasnt even the one holding the phone.
-_____-

haha and my mum just told me t get a new GC if i really really need one.
WHOAAAA. :O

cca sign-up tmr! hope the response is good (:
okay STUDY TIME.
(i strive to be MUGGER.)
ahahahas. nights.(:

2008-03-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

hahaha this song is stuck in my head!
its damn cute :D

The Alphabet Love Song.

"A," you're adorable, "B," you're so beautiful,
"C," you're a cutie full of charms.
"D," you're a darling and "E," you're exciting
And "F," you're a feather in my arms.
"G," you look good to me, "H," you're so heavenly,
"I," you're the one I idolize.
"J," we're like Jack and Jill, "K," you're so kissable,
"L," is the lovelight in your eyes.

"M," "N," "O," "P," I could go on all day.
"Q," "R," "S," "T," alphabetically speaking, you're OK.

U," made my life complete, "V," means you're very sweet,
Double-"U" "X" "Y" "Zee."
It's fun to wander through the alphabet with you
To tell you what you mean to me

(((:

anyway vertical marathon was quite fun tdy la. :D
less tiring than trng and it was rather satisfying.
anyway we made it to the top so yay!

we met at ps macs in the morning for breakfast then went t carefour t shop! HAHA
anyway it was coach's birthday so we decided t spam him with missed calls and birthday smses!
and he replied mine with a "thanks a lot my dear :) :)"
awwwwww SWEET. (:
he called the guys "my son" instead of "my dear" though.
hahaha coach is cute. x)

anyway aft the climb we played stn games and popped a balloon while playing some game which we had t put a balloon in between ourselves and walk one round without touching or dropping the balloons.
and it was cause we dint take out the number tag and somehow the pin pricked the balloon.
wth i xia dao can.

then the turn turn turn alot of rounds game was quite funny HAHAHA.
it was really very giddy but damn funny t see everyone turn until they damn giddy.
HAHAS. (i dont make sense but ahah whatever man :D)

i drank about 3 cups of berocca tdy HAHA.
and anyway our AIZAI team got 5th placing in the inter-JC category!
yay! (((((:
but milonelo and nelomilo rocks all the same. hohoho.
go go go sa canoeing! Y
it was funny how everyone cldnt pronounce our team names.
and no one knows what a nelo is! ):

alrights i need t go do my sl reflections ):::::::::::::
LATERS. (:

2008-02-29T21:42:00.003+08:00

service learning was good. (:
i wanted t blog about it ytd night but i only managed t survive reading 2 out of 12 sets of bio notes for tdy's bio test.
before i gave in to fatigue and went t sleep. HAHA
and before that i fell asleep like 3465890365820954238 times and left alot of stupid dots on my paper cause i fell asleep while holding onto my uncapped highlighter. ):
what a long sentence ahahas.

ANYWAY. that wasn't what i wanted t blog about.
haha service learning! (:
actl maybe the fact that our original plan fell though was a blessing in disguise?
went t assisi home&hospice instead and i swear it was damn meaningful.

we cleaned wheelchairs (and sat on them -_-) then i wheeled one up back into the ward.
then there was this man, probably in his sixties sitting on the bed.
at first he stared at me when i wheeled the wheelchair in.
then i smiled at him and he waved at me!
he smiled, but there was just something that.. i dont know how t describe that feeling.
then i felt damn sad ):
aye......

had lunch at the cafe in the hospital. then we performed a few songs for them. then they had some ktv session and we sang along and interacted with them.
kahhwee speaks good hokkien. :O

went back t school aft that for trng.
beep test. D: ahaha but i managed past level 6 which was my original target.
NOT BAD LA. (:

okay sidetrack abit.
came across this phrase tdy.
"a woman closes up when a man dumps his anger on her."
and then i was thinking. and i guess it was kinda true.

mmm okay its late and i need t start on vectors soon.
YES im determined t get my vectors right. -CLENCHES FIST.-

goodnight people!
(and im in dire need of more moolahs.)
hahahahahahahaha okay inside joke. xD

BYE.

2008-02-26T22:26:00.002+08:00

feel like i cant talk t you anymore.

2008-02-24T20:58:00.003+08:00

its a wonder how some people can never learn tact.

oh in other news, its been a wasted sunday yet again but whatever la, i cant be bothered already.
so many things t do suddenly, but i havent found the mood t study yet.
and the more i think about all the things that are lining up for me,
sometimes i wonder if i did the right thing saying that i want t go for mr500.
then its piano exam, and i havent booked the studio for practice.
im totally not prepared and now i can only sit and watch the time go by.
and wonder whether or not t go for the exam since i guess i wld fail anyway.

to sum it up bascially, I AM STRESSED. ):
very very very stressed that i guess im starting t lose my patience and temper quite easily.
so, im sorry if i never get pissed and start screaming at people.
probably i need t vent and i really dont mean t do so.

im hooked onto this song.

Boys Like Girls - Dance Hall Drug
"Grown up" she just turned 16
Stuck in the moment
Dead at the scene
And it's on tonight
This is the life that you wanted right?
So turn off all the lights
Dressed up just like a movie star
At all the parties, they'll know who you are
Wouldn't it be great
To be fashionably late?
So why don't you wait 'til you're sedated

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

All I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove,
He's just a dance hall drug

Step in and you can lock the door
The candles are lit and the clothes on the floor
You could take a chance on finding romance
Now you're holdng hands
But he's got other plans
Tick-tock, the clock is turning red
The room won't stop spinning and thoughts in your head
And it's too late
You feel like you're making a big mistake
You should've waited

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

All I'm saying is do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove,
He's just a dance hall drug

Just wait, love
Show 'em what you're made of

Don't it feel like something's not right in his kiss tonight?

Do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove,
He's just a dance hall drug
Do you, do you want to lose it all?
'Cause this is more than just a dance hall drug
You can't wait to fall in love
All I'm saying is do you, do you want to learn to fly?
Then you should pack it up and say goodbye
'Cause when the push comes to the shove,
He's just a dance hall drug

alrights i'll try t go do some studying.
beats staying arnd here worrying about everything but not doing anything t salvage the situation right.

okay, laters.

2008-02-24T12:17:00.003+08:00

you always get me up just t make me fall even harder;
TIRED. i really am.
but theres nothing i can do so WHATEVER MANN.
damnit. i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care.
yes i know i dont care.

~~and i became some angsty shit all over again.~~
no I DONT CARE, remember?

ANYWAYS. ytd was time trials plus trng aft that.
did 2 500metres rundown back to back
(and the second one was totally unprepared for, physically and mentally.)
i swear i almost died.

line up was rather screwed as usual.
but its getting better, i hope.

then it was another 10 and coach changed my paddle.
first few was good. then i got so tired that i dint know what i was doing anymore.
and then i started shivering non-stop after we kept the boats.
whhee said its hypo. GASP :O

drank powergel HAHAS. and i realised im no longer scared of the taste anymore!
last time when we just started using powergel i always had t take it with water cause i cldnt stand the taste. and the viscosity (did i spell it correctly?) for that matter.
BUT I DINT DRINK WATER YTD!
and it felt okay hahahas. YAY.

then it was dinner with the usual few at subway.
and we talked till almost 8plus, almost 9.
late, but it was fun all the same.
haha cause we're random people.

alrights imma go now.
and whhee still havent replied me.
GAHH.

2008-02-21T22:47:00.003+08:00

stairs trng, my calfs are dying.
my quads are dying too, but my calfs are dying more.
HAHAHA i dont make sense.

stupid things always happen.
i ran till i fell down today.
IN THE MIDDLE OF SOME RANDOM HBD ESTATE.
it was embarrassing.
but more importantly, IT WAS PAINFUL.
very very very painful. ):

and t think i was still telling whhee that i can feel a cramp in my calfs and the next thing i knew, the cramp in my right calf suddenly uhm. exploded? and evolved into some shitass painful shit.
it was really shit. D:
and i just fell like that cause i cldnt move my calf anymore.

haha mrQ stretched for it for me but it was hell man.
pain like hell. DDDD:

then we still had t run back t school. and run another 6 rounds arnd the track.
thank god we jogged. or i think my calf wld start cramping again haha.
and after much analysing with eugene, we decided that it was the climbing DOWN of the steps that made my calf cramp!
so moral of the story: take lift down next time HAHA.

i hope it'll recover before beep/bleep test.

anyway, there was 2.4 trial napfa today and i wasnt feeling very well.
hence i kinda like half ran half jogged.
gahhh. i shld be ashamed of myself. ):
the girls are improving way way way more than i am.
no wait, im deproving. ))):
i know its stupid, but i feel stressed.
oh dear.

i cant rmb what happened during the week.
i think i've got short term memory hahaha.

in other news,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEYONG AND JACK!
the team loves you(s)! (:

oh how cld i forget.
asics guy came on tues WITH MY NICE GREEEN DS TRAINERS (12)!
but the size was too small and i dont think they have any sizes left for ds 12 and so im probably going t get the ~~ugly~~ ORANGE ds trainer (13).
orange is a nice colour, but the green one is ten times nicer.
okay maybe more than ten times nicer. BOOO ):

wed was water trng and we did so many run-downs that i swear my bicep swelled up so much that it was attempting t burst.
CAN SEE THE VEINS POPPING UP SOMEMORE.
it was still fun anyway. the first few sets at least.
but when will i ever get t paddle k2!!!!!

haha i shld REALLY be going and do work.
but i feel tired and lazy and sleepy.
so im going to sleep (:
sleep is good hahahaa.
GOODNIGHT!

and i bet i'll be aching like crap tmr. GAHHHH.

2008-02-18T01:14:00.004+08:00

it'd be nice to live in a world without pain and hurt.
i want t be like barney. (and that was random.)

i figured that its not good t trust so easily.
cause it made me feel like i was the biggest fool in the whole wide world.

in other news, chem SPA's tmr and i totally forgot all about it.
until whhee msged me about the impt points we needed t know.
THEN I RMBERED I HAD SPA TMR.
spa is spas(tic). haha

goodnight people.

2008-02-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

i think i just saw something that i shldnt have.
and here i am wondering what the fuck have i just done.

im sorry for that but i hope you'll understand where im coming from.
i feel like disappearing from the face of this earth forever and ever and no one will ever find me again.

fuck.

2008-02-16T20:28:00.009+08:00

i realised i've been mia for quite some time.
friendship week is quite successful la. (:

monday was 'make a new friend' day.
everyone was given a sticker with a face on it and we're supposed t find people with the same face and colour and say hi!
hahah my school people quite cute ah.

tuesday was 'surprise a friend' day
student councilors gave each class a cake and then the whole day was spent TRYING t "surprise" people.
it was qutie retarded though HAHAHA.

wednesday was confession day.
they set up the goalpost in front of the cafe, at the fitness corner there and people are supposed t pin their confessions up.
it was qutie entertaining, like the one "written" by guangjie.
HAHAHAHA.

then thurs was valentine's day.
and before i forget, HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY!
BIG THANKYOU t all for the gifts!
especially the very very sweet guys from 07S11 (:

haha video frm valentine's day.

its not very clear but the first present was a super badly torn piece of paper that says:
From the very sentimental guys of 07S11,
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
We hope you like this CARD. We're sure our thought counts alot. You're touched, admit it (:
eugene's idea ahaha. its like so him la LOL.

yup and then the whole day was pretty good. (:
its nice t see everyone so happy and stuff, giving and recieving gifts that although may be small but means alot! cause afterall its the thought that counts what. :D
spread the love people!

aside from sweets cookies and all that, recieved 3 sunflowers and 3 roses!
i feel loved! sunflowers are damn pretty. :D

then had trng (yes, on valentine's day).
climbed alot of stairs, sprinted and did statics.
it was SUPPOSEDLY light cause it was valentine's day.
HAHAHA what the hell!
im like totally not looking forward t next thurs. D:

friday was ~~melshan day~~. *COUGH* i mean bestfriend day. HAHAHA
but the highlight of the day was GP lesson.
first time we recieved papers without any hair on it! cause everytime our gp notes will have hair on them. maybe koh's got hairloss problem. HEH.
and then we were getting high drawing hair on everyone's papers. -_-
totally laughed damn loud in front of his face and i think he's quite pissed with me.
(plus i wrote the valentine's day notes during gp lesson on thurs and it was so obvious that he had t stand beside my table so i'd stop writing. HAHA)
LOOK I SPENT MUCH EFFORT WRITING THE NOTES FOR THE CANOE GUYS K.
hahahas.

oh and we made badges!
i did one for daniel and another for gracia!
(ANYWAY HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY T DANIEL AND GRACIA! :D)
and we finally made our xiaoblack, xiaobrown and xiaowhite badges. (:

asics guy came aft school t sell shoes and i bought a new pair of ds trainers.
its nice and GREEEEEEEN. (:
then went t royal hotel with the guys after that t get the balls (HAHA)
and then went back t school for the movie thing.
we were SUPPOSED t see the screen only but we ended up watching the whole movie!

fell asleep almost right aft i reached home and forgot t set the alarm clock DDDD:
thank god i woke up in time for trng tdy. haha

it was damn sunny tdy and im sunburnt.
HAHA like how rare is that. and my face is damn red ))):

and im sorry.
stop doing all this t yourself, please.
cause i aint worth it all.

2008-02-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

the more i read/observe whatsoever, the more i think that i was right all along.
but i guess its okay, cause you deserve so much more than this.
just move on and move along, i'll do fine.

anyway, friendship week has beeen. quite entertaining.
with all the smiley stickers and random boos. (surprise! :D)
and i heard it'd be confession day tmr.
~~HAHAHA HELLO HAIR.~~

gahhh i feel so drained out and tired i fell asleep throughout econs lect tdy.
and it was such deep sleep and i actually dreamt.
to make things worse, i fell asleep on the bus home too.
and i missed my stop. D:
had t walk back despite my dying quads.
all thanks t tabata squats aft gym ytd.
i walked arnd sch like a duck tdy HAH QUACK.

okay imma go do some stuffs now and SLEEP.
nights.

2008-02-11T02:37:00.001+08:00

i just finished my econs essay!
and i dont know what the hell am i doing here.
HAHAS.

theres school tmr and im so not looking forward to but oh well, thats life. isn't it.
just smile smile smile and i know that everything will be over. (:

i kinda like staying up late into the night when the whole house is quiet and i can concentrate, do my work and think about things without having anyone bother me at all.
the feeling's just so... serene and powerful. (:

yupp its been such a long long time.
we've been holding onto something that seems so surreal.
everything has just been like a dream.
memories? of course. but there was the fair share of bad times as well.
msn nicknames do mean a thing, when i say maybe its time i'd let go, i meant it.
im trying and i know i have to.
it'll be the best solution.
cause i know you'll probably be happier with her.

nope im not emo or what.
in fact im pretty sure of what im doing now.

till then, i'll learn t let you go.

2008-02-10T09:38:00.001+08:00

dint go for optional trng tdy cause i still feel damn weak. D:
SIAN I WANT DO K1/K2 TDY ONE LEH. ):

hahas nevermind lah. shall go watch movie laters t make up for it.
muahahahas (:

okay anyways,
yuppp steamboat with the team on friday! (:
supposed t meet weeling at cck 5pm but she left with chenyang first on the lrt ahahas.
then in the end, we all dint know how t get t tenmile junction -_-
met them first at bukit panjang stn and while we were still trying t figure out how t get there, raymond called t say that shengsiong is closed! D:
went t bpp in the end t try our luck but ntuc was closed too.
ahahahs damn suay la.

so in the end we took a bus t rail mall coldstorage t get the ingredients for steamboat!
spent about 100plus on food and chenyang lugged a 5kg packet of ice back.
HAHAHA damn heavy la.
but thank god we had a straight bus back or we wld have taken a cab back.
(peak hour + public holiday surcharge; charged t the team of course HAHAHAS)
okay la, we dint take the cab anyway. lol

reached raymond's place at about 6plus!
jack and risheng volunteered t cut up the meat ahahas. :D
(psst jack called up his mum t ask for instructions HAHAS)
cause the rest of us are really reall hopeless at it.
so we played mahjong! and i taught raymond (:
i swear his cards were damn nice. ALL PAIRS. hahas.
cheehao dint believe so he threw out one card and he was like "hu lah hu lah!"
AND WE REALLY HU-ED. COOOOOL AH. :D

got everything ready at almost 8pm and we started dinner then! (:
hahaha the whole thing was just very funny.
nelson choked and made this weird voice that totally drove jack crazy HAHAHAHA.
and risheng's many failed attempts t cook his meat in the protruding thing on the steamboat.
then we had this makeshift lohei thingy with the beansprouts in the steamboat.
YES THE STEAMBOAT. with all the boiling soup spilling out -_-

so much food left over so we played zhong ji mi ma t clear food. AHAHAS.
and t decide who t wash up everything.
HAHA i was lucky so i dint get picked t wash the dishes (:

oh then we had dessert! but the preparation was rather gross with all the shredding of grassjelly and the SQUISHING OF THE LARGE PIECES (i wont say its coughjackcough).
plus everyone was digging for longans like nobody's business and the thing was kind sour cause some kind soul added apple concentrate in.
hah i totally gave up after a while =/

headed home after several failed attempts of camwhoring at the busstop.
AND I MISSED MY BUS!

haha okay anyway, peektures(:

the food! with the not very fresh pig liver :(

haha jack.

and thats part of the team! (minus raymond)

yupp thats all (:
it was fun! ahahas.
we shld have this more often, minus the pig liver though.
i've got phobia already heh.

alright, cyahs. :D

2008-02-09T21:29:00.001+08:00

sometimes, i really dont understand why you cld be so nice t her but every single thing i do seem t piss you off.
not trying t imply anything, really.
i just feel that things are a little weird, thats all.

in other words, HELLO WORLD.
im not dead yet but i've been sleeping almost the whole day.
and i still feel quite dead.

i really dont like the feeling of being awake but too dead/tired t do anything.
dear Lord please help me recover soon. ):

maybe i shld go drink some glucose. hahas.

2008-02-09T10:46:00.001+08:00

omg i feel like crap now.. ):

cldnt sleep the whole night and i just puked. like alot alot of stuffs out.
))))):

initially i wanted t blog about team steamboat last night but i guess im like half-dead already.
too dead t blog.
imma go sit beside the toilet bowl.
helpppp ;_;

okay, till then.

2008-02-07T22:59:00.001+08:00

reunion dinner at aunt's was great!(:
steammy steamboat ahahaas
plus alot of other good food.
i ate ate ate and cldnt stop eating
hahaha -is embarrassed.-
eating is bliss okay! im not pig.!

the girls were damn cute la.
they smile as though nothing in the world cld ever bring them down.
it'd be nice t be young all over again :D

left earlier though, cause bro wanted t go home t STUDY.
he's got some kinda major exam next week D:
BUT ITS THE NEW YEAR! D:
hahaha t think that i actl thought my life was hard enough.
uni's tough. and stressful.
hahaha maybe i shld consider starting uni one year later or something. (that is t say if i cld actl make it. lol.)
I NEED A BREAK FROM STUDYING MAN.

its gna b a long long day tmr again.
mayb i'll wake up earlier and go climb stairs HAHAHAS.
national vertical marathon!!

oh yah, and i suddenly rmbered tdy that my bro's in the organising committee!
he says he's gna have t stay over since 29th feb.
and he'll have t do the marathon beforehand! t try things out.
COOL LAH. :D

anyway, pics from lo hei comp on wed! (:

our lohei's so nice! (:

the class. Y

look at melshan. HAHAHA

sijia, me, ~~bestfriend's bestfriend~~ melshan. (:

haha i'm tired!
NIGHTS (:

2008-02-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

haha i think no one reads anymore.
cause no one tags anymore! ):

anyway,

Chantal Kreviazuk; Leaving On a Jetplane.

All my bags are packed, Im ready to go
Im standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin, its early morn
The taxis waiting, hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome I could cry.

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go.
Im leavin on a jet plane
I dont know when Ill be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back, Ill wear your wedding ring.

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go.
Im leavin on a jet plane
I dont know when Ill be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Then close your eyes, Ill be on my way.
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say,

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go.
Im leavin on a jet plane
I dont know when Ill be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go.

haahaha im currently into emo songs. :D

i really went for trng tdy and reached home just in time for dinner.
PHEW.

on a totally random note, i think im going nuts. D:

anyways, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
festivals these days just come and go by like that.
like no atmosphere leh, like how i'm just sitting here blogging like some any other day.
hahas.

oh anyway we were playing daidee just now with super duper big cards that my brother got.
hahahaha its damn funny.
look!(smaller one's the normal sized one)

okay imma go off now!

2008-02-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

emo period's over.
just a passing phase i guess, but its times like this that realities in life really get t me and i'd get t sit down and think through about stuffs.
i guess i've been wrong about certain stuffs all along.
but i guess im pretty clear-headed now.
hmmmmmm.
anyways, HELLO WORLD. (:
blog's unlocked for public viewing again HAHAS.

Hugh&Drew; Way Back Into Love.

I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleepin' with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just cant seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
Ive been setting aside time, to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
ohh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that its out there
Theres got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess I'm hopin' you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if its real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
I'm hopin' you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end

song's been stuck in my head since saturday ahahas.

anyway, yup i've removed all my posts ever since i locked my blog ahahaha.
but im really glad for those who were there for me.
i feel so loved, really (:
BIG BIG THANKYOU! Y

haha CNY's in 2 days time and i havent got my new yr clothes. i think i'm a joke HAHA. -_-
and i need t pack my room for new yr or my mum will go crazy.
yess, i will pack LATERS.

optional trng's on tmr and im tempted t go D:
but i've also got 415 outing tmr OH I CANT DECIDE WHICH T GO FOR ):
hows.?

oh, GELARE with sum and jh tdy :D!
ate SUPER OILY CHICKEN RICE and ICE CREAM WAFFLE TODAY.
-feels guilty.- D:
nevermind its chinese new yr laaa. xD
resolution: EAT LESS BA GUAA!!

im blogging randomly AHAHAS.
econs tdy was probably the best period. with GAUMENT and WOLETILE and all that.
hahahaaha laughed myself crazy.

:D
walked past *COUGH*HAIR*COUGH* alot of times tdy.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay sorry. ><

i can't rmb what im supposed t blog about aleady D:
i think i have short-term memory ahahaha -_-
okay GOODNIGHTS ^^

-qianWENY

2008-01-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

and chem is overr!
hahaha but i dint know how t do all the hydrolysis qns cause i forgot about it.
actually i dont even rmb reading about any hydrolysis qns. -_-
do until i damn breathless la. i think i forgot t breathe. HAH

uhmmm anyway pe was quite O_O tdy.
chay made us do the tabatta thing that we do during trngs!
half the intensity though, but still crazy.
do until my shirt damn dirty and sam the nice one lent me shirt for trng! (:

and for the past week my life's been study canoe slp.
IM SO TIRED AND I CAN FINALLY SLP WELL TONIGHT.

shall let my brain rest tdy and start studying again tmr :D

water trng tmr! and hopefully i can make it t town on time!
I FEEL HIGHHHHHH :D :D

-qianWENY

2008-01-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

beee-o is over, yo. (:

chionged everthing last night ahahaha.
i'll be happy with an E, or rather just enough t keep me safe from the CLAWS of the remedial programmes.
actually, i'm not very tired. HAHAHA
slept at 10plus ytd and woke up at 2plus t study!
studied till 4plus and i went back t sleep hoho.

i still have chem prac t do then i think i'll go sleep. (:

this is such a pointless entry. haha
GOOOOOODNIGHTTTTTT.

-qianWENY

2008-01-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

ha ha i am blogging.
psst. its an excuse t get away from studying ^^

studying is probably about.. 10% done.
but i feel quite accomplished already.
ahahaha.

i hope you know what you're doing cause i'm really confused.

-qianWENY

2008-01-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

how can i love you if you just won't talk t me;

gahh. i dont know why im getting pissed over little things that dont really matter nowadays.
i'm like becoming bloody short-tempered and i cant stand it myself.

DAMNIT I WANT MY MONEY.....
they are so bloody untrustworthy i guess i'm pretty glad i dint go t all those trouble just t find part-timers for them.
they make people work and dont pay up. and they dont reply smses nor pick up phone calls.
basket!!
when i'm in need for money and not getting them just makes me a very very VERY PISSED girl.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

no i must learn t forgive and forget.
okay maybe not forget in this case but ya. you get my point.
wrote that in the journal tdy and jiaolian told me this.
"it is important t forgive and forget; but we should take note not t allow those who have hurt us t do so again.
forgiving is not about letting someone hurt you again and again just because you've grant them forgiveness but instead make them learn from this and change for the better."
something along those lines la. mmmmm.

MSA coming up and im getting so stressed out cause i'm probably 0.5% done with revision.
cant get enough sleep and my whole body system is more or less screwed up already.
booooooooo. cant wait for chinese new yr ):

trng at kallang tdy and the waves are rather big that i can still feel myself bobbing up and down the waves now. ):
and that makes me giddy and sleepy BUT I NEED TO STUDY.

and im wasting my time here now typing rubbish.
oh the irony.

haha i think i'm weird.
GOODBYE.

-qianWENY

2008-01-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

its the 17th today!
and its a very very very special day.
cause im going t recieve my pay!
(omg it rhymes)

so i went t the atm machine t check.
and BLOODY HELL GOT NO PAY.
#%^#$@%@!$^#$@%@!$"%&%^$#^%
BASKETTTTTTT.!

anyway i just read this email and it says:
8 hours lack of sleep will make a person stupid.
so if we stay up t study we'll still be stupid!
JUST GO SLEEP. (:

haha oh. i broke the 13mins barrier tdy (:
okay not very fast, but i guess im QUITE contented.
even though i wanted t die at the end and my bloody flu kept clogging up my nose i had t breathe through my mouth since the first round.
what the hell man!
AND MY TAILBONE IS IRRITATING.
):
~~okay they're just excuses..guess i knew it all along.its just..me.~~
aiyah dno what i talking about, so just shut up and move on.

bloody chem test tmr and MSAs nxt week.
haha so i guess i shld REALLY shut up now and go study.
BYE.

oh haha anyway thanks ceyong.
but im really not zai. im just a qianwen and theres only this much i can take.
cliche, but aiyah you get my point la. ._.
thanks anyway. really.. (:

-qianWENY

2008-01-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

i'm feel like a loser.
you know, like the biggest biggest loser in the whole wide world.
):

basketttt. i dont know what the hell am i doing anymore.
and i also don't know what the hell are you....
....
....
i dont know how t complete that sentence.

im damn bloody confused now i dont know what t do.

ha. and i think im such a bloody hypocrite cause i act like nothing's wrong when something's really wrong.
.. and i really dont know what am i typing.

ARGH. sorry im like some emo shit now
~~and i dont know why.~~
okay fine i think i do. but that's really really not the point.
BLOOODY HELL.

i've got no mood t continue typing and i think people have no mood t continue reading.
hence, GOODBYE.

AND IM SORRY FOR SPOILING YOUR MOOD.
really. ):

i'm damn siannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
):::::::::::::::::::::

-qianWEN.

2008-01-15T22:47:00.000+08:00

Collin Raye - Love, Me

I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me

I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me

And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me

hahaha this song's been on itunes repeat for very very long.
heh.

-qianWENY

2008-01-15T15:18:00.000+08:00

2nd post in a day, hahaha CAN YOU FEEL MY BOREDOOM?!

i've got cough mixture from the doctor and it causes drowsiness.
taken 4 times daily so basically i've been sleeping for the whole morning.
took it at 9am. and by 10 i was damn sleepy i went t sleep.
woke up at 2plus, and i've got t take it again at 3.

just took it so i think i'll feel sleepy again very very soon and i'll go t sleep.
ahaha basket.
I NEED T STUDY..............and stop sleeping.

gahh.

-qianWENY

2008-01-15T09:43:00.000+08:00

its 9.44am and im online HAHAHAHA.
cause i woke up with at 37.9degrees fever ):

slept without switching off the comp ytd cause i had a really really bad headache.
woke up at 3plus with a damn bad cramp in my right calf --"
haha tried t stretch then i realised i was shivering non stop cause suddenly like damn cold.
wore my canoe jacket, wrapped myself up in the blanket, and the next thing i know, my body temp got damn high.
SIANNNNNNNNN.

if this happened last yr i wld be damn happy cause i got mc t skip x-country tmr HAHAHA.
BUT I WNA RUN THIS YR LEH. %@!#$!@$^%$@!#$!@$^%$
sian lah! ):

im trying t do my bio tutorial now and im so bored and distracted i cannot study properly cause theres something called the computer facing me and tempting me t turn it on so here i am now HAHAHA.
oh why am i typing like that.

anyway. the J1s came ytd!
hahaha i feel old.
"you know why SAcanoeing is so special? cause got me what."
HAHAHAHAHA.

okay back t bio tutorial.
actually i feel okay just that my temperature is still 37.5deg.
and i dont know why but i feel quite HIGHHHHH.

okay study hard ppl!
MILESTONE BEGONE. (:

-qianWENY

2008-01-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

so long since i last blogged.
10 days t be exact! haha.

school's started for slightly more than a week and i abit cannot take it alr.
the whole day chiong here chiong there like dno what and im so tired everytime i get home that i can only manage SOME work before i give in t the fatigue and go t sleep.
(haha that was a very long sentence).

oh well. at lease theres something t look forward t during the weekend. (:
and i wont tell you what. NEHHHHH TOO BAD. hahahas.
but before the weekends come, i've got bio test on friday and a whole lot more up and coming.
plus the ~~bloody~~ milestone test, its like going through promos all over again.
less stuffs t cram but yeah thats kinda like that whole idea of it.
damn disgusting. ):

anyway, its cca sign-up tdy and i guess the response was really not bad. (:
walked arnd the school many many rounds t *COUGH* parade ourselves and looked for OGs with OGLs that i know so i can uhmmm PROMOTE.
hahaha felt like i sold something someone decides t sign up hahaha.
~~somehow i'm kinda missing work.~~
HAHA okay i dint just type that. i'm so glad i'm not working anymore

oh then its dinner with the people who rock. :D!

marathon's coming up soon and i hope we're ready.
i kinda injured myself during gym on monday and now its just developed into some really really bad muscleache so i hope its fine already.
cant afford t get injured now man! maybe i shld really go back for massage ~~and accupuncture~~ again. x_x

hahaha oh yah, talking about accupuncture.
the other day the guys were saying that "its really not pain one, just like ant bite only. injection more pain lor."
so that day i went t see the zhong yi and decided t try accupuncture (okay i dint really DECIDE t try it but the zhong yi said that he'll do accupucture on me).
i objected, but t no avail.. ):
but aiyah, since the guys say nt pain so just try lor.
... and i swear that i'm never ever ever going t do it again ~~for the rest of my life~~.
its freaking pain laa! lie there for damn long i dont even dare t move HURHUR.

gahhh it was quite a bad experience. ;_;

mmm then theres waisum's bday celebration @ xingwang cafe on tuesday!
dimsum was good but the main courses were... (okay i shldnt comment.)
oh and we ordered 1 mange ice and 1 red bean ice and everyone ate until we were all shivering damn badly. AHAHAS.

OH how can i forget.
i found my phone laaa. in some dark corner in my house and i thought i lost it.
HAHA DONT LAUGH. I KNOW ITS DAMN LOSER. ):

okay its 2.23am and i think i'm going back t sleep soon.
hahaha i slept at 10plus and woke up at 1plus AGAIN.
the same thing happened ytd laaaa. ~~i think im suffering from insomia~~.
HAHAHA okay it was a joke. -_-
i'm falling asleep like nobody's business during every single lecture that you can ever think of, as much as i make it an effort t keep myself awake.
SIGH..........................

uhm... i dont know if you're reading this but anyway...
sorry that i havent responded t you for so long. i admit i was really pissed off that day but i guess i'm fine with it already. but as much as i try.. sorry but i cant bring myself t pretend that everything's normal and nothing's happened. i guess we can still talk as normal, but things will never be the same again..? i'm losing it already and i guess, maybe we shld step back and look at all these again t see what we really want.

MAYBE its really just some miscommunication/misunderstanding whatever, but i realised that i'm beginning not t understand where you're coming from and what you're trying t do anymore.

i guess, this tells alot about how things are between us...?
hmmm i dont know. =/

oh well. goodnight people.

-qianWENY

2008-01-01T19:15:00.000+08:00

i know i shld be, must be, and have t be doing my work now.
hahahaha its like 7.50pm and school's starting in less than 12 hours time.
and here i am wasting my time and not doing the things i'm supposed t be doing.
HAHA ohmygod, tell me i suck. -_-

okayyyyy maybe i shld really really go try and touch something.

-qianWENY

2008-01-01T01:43:00.000+08:00

goodbye 2007 and hello 2008!
finally its the new year and i figured i should blog and reflect on 2007 before i go t sleep.
hahahas.

anyways i just came back frm countdown @ padang.
and the fireworks were damn nice (:
thankfully we went t padang instead of squeezing ourselves crazy outside esplanade.
where there was space t even lie down! and we cld see the fireworks as well. (:

okayyyy. here's 2007 in a nutshell.

went t sajc, og23 and 07s15!Y
joined canoeing and met a great bunch of people. (:
got back Os results,
got rejected from hwachong and cried myself crazy.
became a saint again.
met another great bunch of people frm 07S11.

training on valentine's day. (haha)
sent t support the rugby team,
and fell in love with the game.
endless mugging with the team for CTs
did my first pull up!
then came duathalon with whheee and we got our first glory t God!
and more mugging for promos.

its been a great year, yet not that great either.
whatever it is, its the new year and along with it comes a new beginning.
guess i've got t learn t live and let live, for we never know what tomorrow brings.

and yup i havent forgotten.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE! and have a blessed 2008(:

-qianWENY

2007-12-31T16:16:00.000+08:00

oh my god.
i cant seem t finish packing my room ahahahas.
i've been packing since 9am till now and im still nt done!

threw away 4 bags of papers/books/rubbish.
everything's so dusty i'm sneezing like nobody's business.

oh dear. how am i going t get everything done? ):
I HATE THE MESSSSSSSS.

-qianWENY

2007-12-30T14:43:00.000+08:00

its been so long now,
we've forgotten how t smile;

well, like how they've always said,
it takes more muscles t frown, so smile.

2008 is 2 days away and i certainly do not want t start it on a bad note.
its such an impt yr, for you, me and everyone else.
i've thought through so much and i dont want t cause anyone anymore unhappiness.
enough is enough, really.
im so tired of everything i feel like running away.

time t show the cheena side of me. (hahas)
只要笑一笑，没什么事请过不了。

in the new year:
i wna be happier.
i wna go back to God's kingdom.
i wna bring smiles t ppl.
i wna be stronger.
and i want you t be stronger, and happier.

on a random note,
my whole body is aching so much i feel like sleeping the whole day away.
i cant straighten my arms for nuts and my back hurts like nobody's business.
but i've got so many things undone i'd better get moving.

probably going out t get a new study table muahaha.
and hopefully, along with it comes new study habits. ><
ITS THE A LVLS!!!! D:

go qianwen!.

-qianWENY

2007-12-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

"Then the disciples came to Jesus privately and said, 'Why could we not cast it out?'He said to them, 'Because of your little faith. For truly I tell you, if you have faith the size of a mustard seed, you will say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you." -Matthew 17:19-20

sorry for being such an asshole.
i'm trying, i really am.

please have faith in me.

-qianWENY

2007-12-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

i've been thinking so much lately i think my head is going t burst.

suddenly i remember the quote in JLC.
"your mother thinks so much that she's killed by her own thoughts."
yeah something like that. ha ha.

okay that was very random.
i feel so lazy t even go online now cause im getting sick of everything arnd me.
and my nose is killing me
and theres superhuman tmr
and sch's starting
and i havent done anything
and i feel like shit now cause im such an asshole.

ahh help. ><

but one good thing is that 2008 is nearing and i can't wait yet i'm not looking forward.
new year, new problems.
i want t go somewhere where i dont have t study and can stone all day and watch rugby matches.
and feed chickens, ride on horses and laugh my days away.

):

-qianWENY

2007-12-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

i am packing my room now!
hahahaha yes i really am.

omg i dont know where t start. ):

-qianWENY

2007-12-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

i just came back frm watching alvin and the chipmunk!
hahahahaha i love theodore!!
he's so damn cute. (:

anyway i bought donuts home and my brother wiped out like half the box already.
ROARRRRRRRRR. and i ate ben and jerry's tdy :D

twin bought me krispy kreme donuts frm hongkong!
and gave it t me in the krispy kreme paper bag ^^
so i was walking arnd town and eating donuts frm the krispy kreme bag!
and people were staring at me HAHAHAHA.

oh and my mum just came home and she bought dinnerrrrrr.(:
okay people, im out!

oh before i forget,
EVERYONE PLEASE GO TO THE NEW CANOEING BLOG!
made by yours truly of course. hahahah xD
CLICK HEREEEEE.

thank God i have you; (:

-qianWENY

2007-12-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

you can give without loving,
but you can never love without giving; Y

im so glad i went back t church tdy!
woke up eventually at 7plus after missed calls from yang ahahahas.
and i chionged t church in time for the morning service!
wasn't very crowded but the atmosphere was good and the presence was felt. (:

i really miss church so much and my cellgrp mates ~~except you-know-who.~~ =/
bleah.

uhm anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
its the season of giving! so what are you waiting for? *HINT*
ahahahahas.

i spent christmas eve with the team! Y
hahaha went t vivo for countdown (hahahaha my idea xD)
but...nobody counted down HURHURHUR.
it was damn peaceful there lah, everyone was just sitting down in big circles and talking ^^
so much better than squeezing the hell out of everyone in town!

went t macs t eat and then we trained home (:
but there was this grp of people of the train making a hell lot of noise that i cldnt sleep! ):
reached home at 2plus and i died immediately. hahas.

went for christmas gathering aft that!
and they gave me inaccurate directions i had t walk like 2 bus stops in the hot sun!
ahahahas but ayeee doesnt matter lah, now i know how t get there myself (:

its christine's first christmas with us and emma was going arnd showing her baby sister t everyone. ahahahas damn cute lah. :D

oh and we went t vivo (again) but this time its not t stone!
HAHAHAHA WE BOUGHT THIS.

SONY T200. YYYY

okay my dad wants me t pack my room now so i guess i'm out!
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE. (:

-qianWENY

2007-12-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

i think i am going t cry.
unreasonable and retarded shiats. ):

thank God for twin,
i'm feeling a little better now.

maybe i shld i go and sleep.
;_;

-qianWENY

2007-12-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

i'm so pissed off tdy i can bite.
HAHAHA okay i was joking.
i have *COUGH* good anger management okay! xD

but seriously lah. what's her freaking problem man!
HELLO IM HIRED BY THE COMPANY NOT YOU.
since im supposed t work somewhere else tdy stop making it seem like i HAVE TO BE your helper every single time i step into OG.
oh did i say helper? YOU ACT LIKE YOU OWN ME.
hellooo, you dont even pay me can.
ROARRRRR.

and your attitude sucks!
AND STOP SCREAMING AND VENTING YOUR FUCKING ANGER AT EVERYONE.
hello? what your problem?!

others ask me nicely if they needed my help.
but you talk as though its only right that i must ~~help~~ do things for you.
"你去跟我卖."
while others have the courtesy t come and tell me that they're leaving and i can go over t help them when im free.
hurhurhur wtf man.
(sorry i dont mean t be vulgar, really.)

i mean like, if you're the one paying me then i've got nth t say lah.
BUT HELLO YOU DONT PAY ME AND YOU EVEN EARN MY COMMISSION.
what else do you want from me man.

and she screams at everyone else!
ohmygod im going t explode ;_;
i ran between the 2 counters like some mad dog tdy and im so tired i think im going t cry.

okay i have no mood t continue typing.
gahhh nevermind i 忍.

anyway, on a lighter note.
recieved a christmas card from shoes(:
haha <3 you.

4 days t christmas! <3

-qianWENY

2007-12-20T10:07:00.000+08:00

Jason Marz - I'm Yours
(not on autoplay i hope. =/)

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that i melted
I fell right through the cracks, and i'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out i'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm a sayin'is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm sure
there's no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, i'm yours

no please don't complicate, our time is short
this is our fate, im yours.
no please don't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, the sky is yours!)

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved...

(:

so many things have happened lately,
we're all beginning t lose all that and forget what we've been fighting for all along.
damn i need some kind of affirmation.

things that do matter seems like they dont anymore.
and sometimes i really dont know what you're thinking.

okay you dont have t understand what i'm trying t say.
roarrr. got work at 1pm, i'm out!

-qianWENY

2007-12-18T02:39:00.000+08:00

im finally back from thailand!(:
the trip's been pretty crazy, everyday its just shop eat sleep.
hahahas. but its really nice lah.
you know, like leaving everything behind and get away from life here.
work, trng, and whatnot.

now that im munching on something cause i'm so hungry and i've been good-food-deprived for 4days..
I SHALL START BLOGGING ABOUT THE THAILAND TRIP!(:
ahaha but sorry no photos! cause i cldnt be bothered t take any. =/

arrived in thailand at about 8plus! (9plus local time).
flew there by jetstar and it was considered my first flight on a budget airline.
...and it wasnt a very nice experience. O_O
the seats were really cramp and they dont serve food and drinks on the plane!
we had t buy them at really really high prices.
and halfway we experienced turbulence and it was so bad i felt like i was on a viking ship.
(hahaha wq i think you wld have died if you were on the plane.)

okay anyway someone picked us up at the airport and drove us t First Hotel.
... which was again a really really bad place.
definately not recommended unless you're on a really tight budget!
the room and toilet is damn small.
and they dont provide boiled water, toothbrushes and hairdryer!!!! D:
the lighting in the room was also quite bad =/
and theres this bloody door stopper (literally) right in the middle of the toilet.
i kicked it like 325384962792821 times and my toes hurt like hell!
hahaha theres really blood stains on it leh! i think other ppl also kick until they bleed lah.
-_-

OKAY enough of complains.
the only good thing was that they had HBO and ESPN channels(:
plus it was rather accessible cause there were malls everywhere. HAHA

yupp so we checked in on friday and went t mbk!
for lunch (which sucked cause the food tasted like shit).
and some shopping :D

went t chatuchuk (ehhh i dno how t spell) on both sat and sun for INTENSE SHOPPING.
hahahaha i think i spent like 300bucks plus plus. xD
we really shopped like mad and left the place for the hotel with a super BEEEEEG bag. ^^
hahaha i went there with my canterbury bag not even half filled and came back with 2 bags! FULLY FILLED T THE BRIM. heh
okay lah, not everything is mine okay. bought stuffs for people (:

the weather in thailand is DAMN HOT lah.
sun's scorching hot and somemore there were so many ppl at the weekend market!
i sweated like a mad cow hurhur.

uhm then ~~tdy~~ ytd we went t platinum shopping mall t waste our time cause flight's in the evening and i was a very broke person so.......
but anyway my mum got her stuffs and we had lunch at the food court.
and the food was surprisingly not bad!
hahaah second time we actually ate from a food court cause the first experience at mbk was a really really bad one.
seriously, theres this weird smell coming from the food lah!
i cldnt even bear t put it in my mouth. X_X

this is random, but im such a happy girl now (:
hahahas.

AND ITS 3AM AND I NEED SLEEP REALLY REALLY BADLY.
so goodnight people! (:

sakae tmr!!!!!!!! ^^

-qianWENY

2007-12-14T05:36:00.000+08:00

HAHA IM BLOGGING FROM AIRPORT NOW USING THE FREE INTERNET SERVICE :D
i slept for like one hour and im damn tired now. ROARRRR

I WANT T GO TRNG!!

and theres only 12mins left before i get disconnected.
1hour plus more before i fly :D

SEEYOU. :D

-qianWENY

2007-12-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD ITS 1.38 AND I JUST FINISHED PACKING MY STUFF FOR THAILAND!
and i dont really dare t sleep now cause i'll have t be up at 3.30am ;_;
hahahaha im flying off t thailand in about 5hours time!
and i just started packing at like 12am just now.
hurhurhur.

OKAY DONT MISS ME PEOPLE (:
i'll update more when i get back!
<333

-qianWENY

2007-12-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

back from class bbq at eugene's place!
ahaha ~~as usual~~ i was late again. xD
cause trng ended late!!
and i went t bathe at tp then went for lunch with the team cause i was damn hungry.
while eugene left first cause the rest were waiting alr.
they *COUGH* met at 3pm t go for bbq. O_O

oh and i bought donuts frm tamp interchange and its damn nice ^^
SOMEONE BUY ME THE OREO ONE PRETTY PLEASE (:

i wanted t spam stingray again tdy!
but it was super salty so i dint eat much =/
ATE ALOT ALOT ALOT OF MARSHMELLOWS UNTIL I WAS DAMN FULL.
hahaha my marshmellow bbq-ing skills have improved! (:

went up t eugene's place for icecream and i managed t complete the first level of dynasty warriors! HAHAHA (:
watched tv, played cards and then we left already!
took bus home with *COUGH* mei nu! (HAHAHAHA and i know you're reading!).
and my bus didn't break down okayyyyyyyyyyyyy. ROAR.

time trial was.... okay tdy lah. hahaha.
its time t set new goals ^^
qianwen will train hardddd!
~~and i will win that %$%&#$@%#% person in the nelo!~~
ROARRRRRRRRR!

oh its 3mins t 12pm!
i want watch my show ahahahas. :D

mmm had water trng aft time trials.
which got me quite pissed off but ahhhh NEVERMIND.
dont think about it le!

and then we had t pick stones!
my finger was hurting like hell and i think im gna get an infection soon cause the stones are super mossssy.
cause i accidentally cut my finger with the boat tdy!
and it was bleeding like hell at the 500m mark.
quite deep okay! ):

ahhh im damn tired alr.
go watch the show then i shall go and sleep!(:
THERES WORK AGAIN TMR BOOOOOOOO.
nights people!

so i told you with a smile,
its all about you;

-qianWENY

2007-12-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

as expected, i was late for work again today.
HAHAHA ._.
okay its a bad habit that i must change!
but it wasnt on purpose tdy cause i decided t go down for optional trng tdy!
REGATTA is the Y!

anyway, wheee came down t visit me tdy with mx.
HAHAHA okay i was quite shocked cause i saw mx first.
then i suddenly rmbered that wl was coming! (:

anyway my back pain like hell from monday's gym.
actl my whole body is aching hahaha.
cause we decided t TRY and follow the seniors' poundage and we almost killed ourselves.
i spammed my whole body with deep heat ~~ytd night~~ last night before i slept!
i felt like i was applying sunblock can HURHUR.

and tdy i had t squat down if i wanted t pick anything up from the ground cause i cannot bend down ):
and i capped like free tdy HAHAHA.
cause i was trying t paddle with my hands and i capped before i cld move out of the pontoon?!
hahaha JOKE!.

i'm waiting for my show t start at 12am! :D
but im torn between watching and sleeping HAHAHA.
i scared i cannot wake up again tmr ah. =/
but i really really really want t watch!

and i just had dinner at 9plus BUT IM HUNGRY AGAIN.
oh dear. at the rate im eating, i think i'll become bankrupt from over-eating.
.............. okay nevermind ahahas.

GOOD LUCK FOR TIME TRIAL TMR, PEOPLE! (:

and you really really confuse me.
i dont know what you're thinking.
i feel like i dont know you anymore..

-qianWENY

2007-12-10T22:35:00.000+08:00

i set my alarm at 7am ytd and i actl jumped awake tdy.
but not at 7am... i woke at 8.09am AND THERES TRNG AT 9AM.
i got out of the house within 5 mins can.
whoa damn scary lah.

and there was a traffic jam outside the sajs gate!
jam there for like 10mins?! plus there was damn heavy traffic along the way t school.
i chionged all the way t the gym can! run until i wna die.
i just put my bag down only then must go for warm-up run.
gahhh.

and my wireless router became crazy again and i got disconnected.
argh damnit.

i really really really want t get a nintendo ds HAHA.
but then again i also want psp (cause got dynasty warriors) HAHA.
oh im torn in between. ;_;
and i need new earphones for my ipod cause mine spoilt already!
only one side got sound lah SIAN. :(

tdy i spent 11bucks on cab fare ROAR I FEEL LIKE KILLING ~~MYSELF~~.
okay no i dont, i feel like killing the bloody bus which never came. :(
oh no i cant kill the bus cause its not alive in the first place.
kill the bus driver then. but then again its not the driver's fault cause maybe theres traffic jam!
oh what am i talking about. ._.
hurhur sorry im really bored. (and hungry)

I WANT FOOOOOOOD.(:

maybe i shld go pack my stuff and sleep soon.
its a long day again tmr *LAUGHS*.
later i wake up late again then GG already.
hohoho.

and this is another really really nice song.(:

all the lights are shining so brightly everywhere
and the sound of children's laughter fills the air.
everyone is singing, i hear those sleigh bells ringing,
santa won't you bring me the one i really need
won't you please bring my baby back t me.

15 days t CHRISTMAS! <333

Y make my wish come true,
all i want for christmas is youuuu;

-qianWENY

2007-12-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

really really cute song (:

McFly - Met This Girl.

ba ba ba ba ba da ba. Y

haha okay im really really going t sleep now.
goodnight! (:

-qianWENY

2007-12-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

just came back frm work and im having dinner!
I MADE PASTA FOR DINNER :D

and i was late for work again tdy.
HAHAHAHA i think i suck lah.
i'm never early except for the first day of work LOL.
okay I WILL BE EARLY ON TUES. (:

theres full day trng tmr oh God save me.
but FINALLY i dont have t rush off frm water trng tmr!(:
whole day chiong here chiong there,
chiong until i wna die already D:

hahas, one week into the job and im beginning t like it alot!
love the people there ahahaha.
they're damn nice (I MEAN SOME ONLY) and funny :D
laugh until i wna die HAHAHA.
time passes faster and i can recommend stuffs more easily since im more familiar with the goods already (:
the only bad thing is about chionging here and there lor. =/

and i realised all my recent entries are about work.
HAHA sorry lah, i've got no life now. its all about trng, work, and not enough sleep.
;_;

weekend faster come!
i want t fly t thailand now now now.

oh yah! we watched the golden compass on friday aft trng HAHA
cause we're all bored people and have nothing better to do.
so last resort: WATCH MOVIE.

we thought cathay still had the 6bucks per ticket thingy so we decided t walk from ps to the cathay.
AND IT WAS RAINING (AGAIN) QUITE HEAVILY.
eugene the *COUGH* navigator led us t walk the back and it was damn wet and dangerous and we had t run across roads in the rain HURHUR.
i almost slipped t my death alot of times O_O.

FINALLY WE MADE OUR WAY THERE
only t realise that the promotion is only valid from monday t thursday.
grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
haha bought the tickets anyway and we went t the adidas shop t play soccer -_-

this is random but my mum is watching the replay of the golden horse awards in my room now and LEE JUN KI IS SO PRETTY. (:

im damn bored and sleepy ROARRRR.
i shall go wash the dishes and go sleep soon.
long day again tmr SIGH!
goodnight people! ^^

how can i love you baby
if you just won't talk t me;

-qianWENY

2007-12-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK FROM WORK HAHA.
tdy was damn crazy lah, water trng changed t 10 instead of 8.
then when we reached at 10am,

IT FREAKING RAINED.
(ceyong all your fault luh.hahahas)

started paddling only at arnd 11.15 and i actually had t leave by 12 so that i wont be late
but in the end i lost track of time and went off at 12.30. D:
i dint even have time t bathe lah GG.
changed and chionged to bedok int t take train t bugis then chionged t OG.

AND I REACHED AT 1.36 THANKS.

im supposed t clock in at 1pm and it goes by every 15min.
means like if i clock in at 1.16 it'll be brought forward t 1.30 lah.
means i will work for 14mins extra without pay.
in the end i took my own sweet time and clocked in only at 1.45 (means i was 45mins late LOL)
cause it wldn't make a difference if i clocked in at 1.36 or 1.45 what. hurhur

that was damn long winded HAHAHA.
there were really really really little people tdy and it was so hard t sell the bags lah!
#1. VERY EX
#2. NOT MUCH PPL ARND
#3. NO NEW ARRIVALS.
#4. NO NEW PROMOTIONS.
hence sales was rather bad. hahaha.

nvm lah, at least i managed t sell stuffs! (:

~~oh i saw this damn cute guy on the train home~~ HAHA.
from SP i think! :D

hahaha okay imma go eat dinner now and go sleeep (:
im damn unhealthy D:

okay goodnight people!

when everything is going wrong
and things are just a little strange.
its been so long now, you've forgotten how t smile;

-qianWENY

2007-12-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

oh yes i forgot t mention that i cut my hair alr!
but im kinda regretting now cause its quite short and i cant tie it up properly ROAR.
i told the hairdresser t cut about 2inches off, thin it and make it more manageable!
and that i still wna tie up my hair!

and then it turned out pretty short.

hahas. i can still tie up my hair though,
but with the help of alot alot alot of hair pins. -_-
SIAN LAH.

okay ANYWAY.
new skin! ^^
hahaha eugene said its abit emo but ahahaha doesnt matter lah.
i can make it happier by adding more colours in!
LOOK, IT LOOKS SO CHEERFUL NOW. :D

and yupp in the end i dint work tdy cause i dint recieve any replies.
tried calling but no one picked up either.
hurhur gave me false hope lah.

and it rained the whole freaking day tdy
until i was too lazy t even step out of the house.
plus had no work tdy so basically i stoned at home the whole day.

and to make things worse, there was some problem with the internet connection and so i keep getting disconnected and i had t restart the whole broadband thingy like 546248972139812893 times tdy.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR I DONT LIKE!!!!!!

this is random but i shall go buy dynasty warriors and play it on my brother's ps2.
MUAHAHA. (:
maybe he can play it with me too HEH.
and winning eleven was quite fun :D
although half the time i kept pressing the wrong button and lost the ball ^^"

and finally theres trng tmr :D
i feel like i havent paddled for damn long.
but its like postponed t 10am and SIAN I GOT WORK AT 1PM.
means i cant paddle much tmr and t make things worse.
TIME TRIAL ON SATURDAYYY.
i hope it doesnt rain tmr and on sat! if nt i confirm gone case lah.
both days gta report t work at 1pm. ):

I FEEL SO SIAN ALREADY I JUST WANT T STAY AT HOME AND SLACK AND ~~WAIT FOR MONEY T DROP FROM THE SKY.~~
;_;

haha since a very very very long time,
this is the 2nd post in a day.
YES I AM REALLY BORED.
and im controlling not t log in t maple cause i'll get addicted all over again.
hurhurhur.

maybe i shld just go t sleep.
hahahas. --"

LETS COUNTDOWN! ITS 20 DAYS T CHRISTMAS! <3

you told me we cld be forever,
but forever only exists in fairytales, dont they;

-qianWENY

2007-12-05T11:47:00.000+08:00

FOURTEEN HOURS.
yupp thats how long i've been waiting for a phone call/sms reply and still counting.
ROARRRRRR its so painful to be waiting for a reply so people please reply your smses promptly and save the other person the misery of waiting for a reply!

okay that wasnt the point.

just came back from senior's chalet!
hahaha and in the end i stayed over there cause i figured i was too lazy t go back t my aunt's place and come back again the next morning.
i'll probably just go there and never go back HAHA.

haha the chalet was quite fun lah.
we bbq-ed for both nights! (and tdy night as well if i had decided t stay for another night).
and for the whole time there i only played xbox, watch movies, played cards, ate and sleep.
changi is a really really boring place.
cause it was quite ulu so there wasnt anything much t do there lor.
thank goodness the seniors brought 2 xbox sets over and brien even brought his tv there.
HAHAHA. otherwise i think i wld have rotted like siao lah.

oh and i ate like 6 pieces of stingray altogether xD.
ahaha damn sinful lah.

was playing asshole daidee with jason joshua/ck and xf before my dad came.
(cause my dynasty warriors got koped.)
and i was asshole for superrr long lah!
FINALLY WHEN I WON AND BECAME KING.
.... my dad came.
ahahaha SIAN. O_O

sian lah its 12pm alr.
NO NEED WORK LIAO. ):
bloody hell.................... i shall stay at home and sleep LOL.
i slept for almost 11 hours alr since i came home ytd night.

but im so bored.

bored.

bored.

bored.

bored.

yes i am really bored.
hahahaha. i shall go watch tv HURHUR.
maple has lost its effect on me.
i havent played for so long, IM NOT ADDICTED ANYMOREEE. (:

okay i shall blog again later if i have nothing t do HAHA.

oh suddenly i remembered.
jack came in 4th for round ubin race! (:
CONGRATS :D

okay ciao.

-qianWENY

2007-12-03T00:45:00.000+08:00

i am really really really tired.
HAHA (im waiting for my show t start!)
cause i worked my whole sunday away so now i've got t catch the repeat which only starts at 1am.

yup the soles of my feet are damn suan.
but i think im so pro! i can talk for 8+ hours without drinking water HAHAHAHA.
and in these 2 days i sold about 13 wallets and 4 bags! (excluding those that the full-timer sold).
HAHA yay!
and survived on 15mins break in the 8 hours.
which was basically spent replying smses and answering phone calls. xD

im thinking whether i shld still watch the show cause its only starting at 1am and will probably end at 3am.
but since i've got nothing on in the morning tmr i can stay up t watch! might fall asleep halfway though, HEH.
oh but i just remembered i need t go cut my hair tmr before meeting up with the rest at 3.30 at pasir ris t go for canoe chalet!
and now its 3mins t 1am. waited so long alr might as well just go watch HAHA.
most i go there myself tmr if i cant make it in time t meet the rest lor.
HAHAHA OKAY SETTLED GO WATCH TV :D
(omg im so long-winded) LOL.

and maybe i shld stay over at someone else's place aft the bbq tmr so i dont need t travel all the way back t the west and back to the east again on tues!
hahaha i realised im becoming long winded again. -_-
HOHO 1am already i shall continue when i finish watching the show!
okay maybe not, i'll probably just sleep in front of the comp. HA
tmr then! LATERZZZ (:

-qianWENY

2007-11-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

ROARRRR im damn tired but i feel like typing something HAHA.
i watched the kingdom tdy!

yupp just had canoe chalet :D
and poor me died halfway playing cards with nelson nic yang yong whee hqin and there were no more space t sleep and hence i ended up sleeping on the COLD HARD FLOOR beside the toilet ):
hahaha okay that wasnt the point. xD
i cldnt really sleep cause it was really really cold and i was shivering like crazy even after wrapping myself up with the uhm. ~~stolen~~ holey blanket. hahahas.
plus yang was snoring quite loudly and so i listened t his snoring for the wholeeee night.
lols.

and hence i am very tired now. HAHAHAHA.
theres trng tmr so i think i need sleep!
yawns. I SHALL UPDATE MORE ABOUT THE CHALET TMR. :D
nightsssss!

-qianWENY

2007-11-27T22:03:00.000+08:00

quote of the day: "since the dentist cant make your teeth white, they make your face black!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TARD.

blah my blog is deaddd.
okay lah, partially my fault cause i havent been blogging again for so long!
and i (still) havent packed my room HAHAS.
OKAY NO MAPLE UNTIL I FINISH PACKING MY ROOM TDY.
*looks determined*
nah i bet i'll still play later HAHA. maple is addictive.
i'm finally level 36 :D

had class dinner ytd! at villa'ge heeren (:
attendance was super good cause 18 people turned up!
we ordered super alot and shared! HAHA.
budget dining :D but it was quite fulfilling!
rostiecrepemushroomsouppizzacalamari.
YAYY :D

pretty lights. (:

then we played pool! and wanted t catch a late night movie but we were all indecisive about what t watch and i was feeling lazy t go home alone at unearthly hours.
HENCE WE WENT HOME. hahahahas.

anyway my brother sent me this song and i think its really really nice. (:
yeah yeah i know im outdated HAHA.but its really nice! listen t the lyrics :D

Jay Chou - 彩虹
哪里有彩虹告诉我　能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静　所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我　释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球　太阳还是会绕　没有理由　我也能自己走

你要离开　我知道很简单　你说依赖　是我们的阻碍
就算放开　但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑　要我怎么睡的着
你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药　也是我现在正服下的毒药

(: nice right!!
anyway canoe chalet tmr after trng! :D
and the jerseys are done already!!YAYY.
thank god i found the receipt tdy haha.
if not gg already =/

i feel like mapling now.
i shall go lvl up then pack my room HAHA
omg qianwen stop being addicted D:

okayyy i will stop when work starts. HEH.
goodnight people! (:

yes im a happy ~~bean~~ girl!
HAHAHAHA.

-qianWENY

2007-11-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello people.
...I LOST MY PHONE D:
(and all my contacts as well boooo)

yup so people please do qianwen a very very very big favour by smsing her your name and number if you do see this entry! (:
and i will be very very grateful.

thankyouuuuuu!

-qianWENY

2007-11-18T13:00:00.000+08:00

us paddling (:

anyway. open house was really really really..boring D:
HAHAHA. we just sat arnd and talked rubbish.
sucked helium O_o and watched the performances.
lol.

oh and i made this!! HAHA

towned aft that! and had steamboat for dinner ahahahas.
reached home at arnd 11 and there was (still) no one at home!
bathed and i fell asleep immediately.
ahahaha damn tired lah.

busy busy busyyyy.
suddenly i've got so many things t do!
and im going over t nicole's place tdy t give tuition ahahahs.
RIGHTTT so things i've got t do:
.plan tuition schedule
.go through the assessment books!
.look for the primary sch maths syllabus.
.pack room
.get the measurements for table
.layouttttttt!
.wash clothes DDD:

haha i cant rmb if there's anything else left t do!
i wna go outttttttttt. anyone? :D
okay lunch time hahahas.
BYEEEE.

some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing if i ain't got you.
<3

-qianWENY

2007-11-17T00:11:00.000+08:00

tdy's a happy day!(:
cause hair's in school HAHAHAHA.
okay sorry i'm so shallow ):

full day trng again tdy!
ran about 5 rounds (ahaha missed 2 cause of open hse briefing)
did 5 sets of circuit trng, then gymmmmm.
lunch, then water trng! did long dist plus sprinting!
and these makes qianwen a very very tired girl.
ahahahas.

nevermind!! jiayou jiayou qianwen is strong :D
oh and we took pics tdy! HAHAHA of us paddling lah, in prep for open house....not.
we're just camwhoring. LOL esp the guys lah. take so many pics!
did sprints with hqinnnnn (:
then i tried mixed pairing with jonn and tzet.
HAHAHAHA fun fun fun the boat like flying ^^
yang sending me the pics nowww! shall upload them nxt time.
..... cause im lazy. blahhhhh

oh and its open hse tmr! :D
hope everything will turn out fine! and more life lah.
not like last yr's...which i left really really really disappointed. =/
and ~~most importantly~~. SOMEONE'S gna be nearby <3333 (HAHA sorry i'm being shallow again). and how could i forget. dinner was great tdy! <3 you people. :D haha i'm starting t blog again! but tagboard's a little dead ah. *hints* :D okayyy time t sleep lah. its gna b a long long long (but happy) day tmr ((: goodnight people, im out! :D

i dont wna hurt him anymore,
i dont wna take away his life.
i dont wna be...a murderer; ):
Lord give me strength...

-qianWENY

2007-11-15T00:16:00.000+08:00

goddamnit.
ROARR.

okay tard stop angstying.
the only good thing that happened tdy was that coach finally freed us frm babyKs.
REJOICE!

hahaha my blog is damn dead.
im actually looking forward t trng tmr!
hello k2 baby :D

RAH my reputation is at stake helppppppppppp.
ohmygod im doing damn incoherent blogging ahahaha.
I DONT LIKE. ):

okay STOPPP! (:
highlight of the week: trng camp! :D
four words t describe.
tiring but DAMN FUN.
yay! and we're bonded!

camp started off with a two hr plus non-stop captain's ball game.
ohmygod run until i wanted t puke can HAHAHA.
redddd team :D

then we had lunch! and played the 'moving chairs' game.
we were supposed t move each team across and theres some stradegy behind lah.
nelson the great *COUGH COUGH* solved it ahahaha.
and then. we had t do it with timing and everyone was blindfolded!
plus we cldnt talk at all! i rmbered i got sat on once and my poor little toe was stepped on like twice. by someone who was wearing SHOES. (i was wearing socks only).
hurhurhur pain lah.

mmm then we played MONSTERS.
basically we had t erm form a monster with only certain parts of the body touching the floor lah.
like 2 knuckles, 4 heads and 3 right butts.
ahahaha nelson's crapping skills were imba. (HAHAHAHHA)
and our group basically just piled everything(one) up. BLAH.

uhmmm then played 'wireless connection' :D
sth like pass the msg/action lah.
but it was DAMN FUNNY.
something like a magician called azeeekabrah cld become sth like a malaysian called abdul kabrah. HAHAHA and some swordsman becoming a stripteease. LOL

oh then we had endurance pails and runs.
hahahahaha we are powerful :D
endured for like 1 hour plus. prooooooness. (:

dinner. then had talk and sleeeeep(:

woke up the nxt morning and it was raining!
but we still had t run and ~~the whole morning was more or less screwed~~ HEH.
ran till i puked like nobody's business. ahahaha.
team had raw eggs for breakfast D:
and then we played games again! where we all clumped together (SWEATY AND SMELLY) in some small small small piece of cloth.
i.... almost died. AHAHA.

land trng, then lunch and we went down t bedok for water trng!! :D
everything ended about 6plus and i swear i was damn tired.
dinner at tm and dad sent me home (:

ahahaha i feel quite lazy t go on typing!
openhouse coming upppp. GO TEAM!(:
okay im tired. shall go sleep soon...
cause there's trng tmr!!!
k2k2k2k2k2k2k2k2k2k2k2 :D

but no one is this world knows me the way you know me
so you'll probably always have a spell on me;

-qianWENY

2007-10-27T23:17:00.001+08:00

guardian angel
when i see ur smile
tears run down my face i can't replace.
and now that i'm strong i have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
and i know i'll find deep inside me i can be the one.

i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me t heaven

its okay its okay its okay.
seasons are changing
and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
i can show you i'll be the one.

i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me t heaven.

cause you're my true love, my true heart
please don't throw that away
cause im here for you
please don't walk away
and please tell me you'll stay

use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and i know i'll be okay,
though my skies are turning gray

i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me t heaven..

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

2007-10-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

if i cld find you now things would get better,
we cld leave this town and run forever
let your waves crash down on me and take me awayyy;

im hooked onto hana yori dango!(:
HAHAHA HANAZAWA RUI IS LIKE Y.
:D ahahas im crazy.

time trial tdy. then distance paddling.
i want my kfourrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr or at least a k2 pweeeety pleaseee. ):
SIGH.

nowadays my posts are getting shorter and shorter cause i've got nothing t blog about other than trng and OP.
HAHA i have no life D:

oh, in other news:
THANKYOU EVERYONE FOR THE GIFTS AND BIRTHDAY MESSAGES <3
i know this is abit late =/ ... like 4 days have past.
BUT STILL. thankyou so much! i feel so loved(:

i cant think of anything now but t continue watching ~~rui~~ hana dang.
HAHA. laterzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. (:

blah, SORRRRY ):

-qianWENY

2007-10-21T12:17:00.000+08:00

i dont know why im getting so pissed over something that no one seems t care..
argh BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT.

i want t go for trng!
oh! and i finally bought a new shoebag ytd. HEHE (:

things t do tdy:
-PACK ROOM! and think of how t revamp! (:
-OP OP OP OP
-play maple HAHAHA ._.

-qianWENY

2007-10-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

wah bloody hell. my entry got deleted again. :@

ANYWAY AS I WAS SAYING..
i hate monkeys! ):
and t think i just said they were quite cute last saturday. D:
my shoebag got stolen by a freaking monkey ytd.
and my slippers got bitten by the monkeys too?! ))):
argh OF ALL THINGS THEY HAD T STEAL MY SHOEBAG. and bite my slippers. :@
and i think i wont use the shoebag anymore even i get it back! cause its quite gross ):
BOOOOO. nevermind lah, time t get new shoebag and slippers (:

pastamania for dinner!
then went t jg's place t watch the last episode of the 9pm ch8 show cause cy very happily reminded us that it was last episode that day at 8.20pm.
wah, fly home also cannot make it in time lah. D:
hahaha then i went back t my cousin's place t stone!
and waited for my dad t come pick me up. HAHA xD

oh yah! and i forgot t say that trng started at 1pm ytd! instead of 8am but i went t my aunt's place t stay anyway.
cause i figured out i wld still be too lazy t travel alllll the way from one end singapore t the other end just for trng!
i slept in the living room! and woke up at 7am O_O. dont ask me why.
but my uncle even better lah, he woke up at 3am D: D: D:
hahaha i was damn bored so i turned on the tv.. and watched rugby(world cup)! HEHE.
caught the match between argentia and SA (South Africa) :D
pro-ness! ~~i hope i wont miss the rugby season next yearr.~~ HAHA

did nothing much tdy except t take back results.
and i passed econs! AREN'T YOU PROUD OF ME (:

pw day tmr D: D: D:
die pw dieeeeee!!
and i want my gelare waffle!

i feel like revamping (HAHA) my room! (:
but i need t pack my stuffs first.
before i can decide what t do ahahahas.
okay i'm out, NIGHTS (:

oh i feel like dancing,
its foolishness i know;

-qianWENY

2007-10-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

t use livejournal or nt t use livejournal? ):
hahaahaha im torn between choosing over lj or blogger.

blogger offers more alternatives for blogskins.
and i guess its slightly more user-friendly.
but lj allows for more privacy since i can choose t friendlock my entries.
oh dear. ):

in probably an hour's time i wld be somewhere in tampines cause there's trng tmr!
and my dad can't send me t bedok cause the timings kinda clash ):
gah so i've got t get there myself, hence im gna go stay at my cousin's place!
no comp, no internet. ONLY MY HANDPHONE FOR COMPANY. D:
hahahaha okay sorry i feel like bullshit-ing. xD

i just had ajisen ramen! and sashimi <3
yummmmmm. good food makes me happy (:
and i saw a cute soft toy just now. HAHAHAHA
*hint* its white and cute LOL.

oh and i did treatment for my hair.
hahaha came home and washed my hair again and it aint so straight already!
thank God. (:

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
i'd walk t you if i had no other way Y

-qianWENY

2007-10-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

i took like 2hr plus plus t reach home tdy.
cause my parents were in the east so they came t fetch me and we went autobacs t look at car accessories.
slept all the way there cause trng was really really really tiring tdy ):

spent damn long in the shop lah when i so badly wanted t go home t sleep.
in the end i reached home at 6plus. when we actually left tamp at arnd 3.30. D:

yup and i slept allll the way till 8plus.
went out for dinner and here i am!
hahaha.

rained quite heavily halfway during trng tdy.
and we did happy meals under the shelter! cause everyone was freezing.
sometimes i miss wearing pe shirt for trng!
at least there are sleeves t keep me warm :]

haha then we played games under the shelter.
hahahaha it was damn funny lah. its something like dog and bone but we had t slap each other's back instead of snatching something.
bloody jack whacked me damn hard on my back D:

then we paddled paddled paddled hahaha.
i think we paddled almost 10km tdy lah. D:
including all the random paddling.hahaha omgZZZ.

i'm so boredddddd.
ceyong when are you lending me hanakimi!
and i want inuyasha frm twinnn! xD
hahahaha promos are over and so its ~~videos spamming time!~~
*COUGH* i mean peeeeedubbleu time.
hahaha. pw sucks ROAR ROAR ROAR.

wah actually i was feeling super grumpy just now.
i think i woke up from a very very bad dream. (but i cant rmb what it was about T_T)
was sleepy+very very hungry and i dont know for what reason, my mum kept screaming at me?!
felt better after dinner. ahaha i guess i was too hungry.
gah. =/

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENWEI! (:
hahaha so many birthdays in october!
*HINTS*

okay i think i shld go back my room now.
its damn messy lah D:
has been like that since promos started and till now still like that cause i was too lazy t clear the things.
HAHA X_X
byebye!

and i'm gna miss you like a child misses their blanket.
but i've gotta get a move on with my life.
it's time t be a big girl now, and big girls don't cry.

-qianWENY

2007-10-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

i feel like switching to livejournal.
HAHAHAHAHA.
and i've said this for how long already.

but i've been making use of my lj okay!
to *COUGH* destress and rant X_X
content unsuitable for public viewing =/
HAHAHAHA
moral of the story: go add me on lj lor. (:

the week was shit.
esp pw day on wed D:
(oh i just realised i blogged on wed)
then random returning of promo papers.
submission of WR.
chionging of I&R in comp lab tdy since i was too lazy t do ytd. hahaha
trng... and finally.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEELING!
and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TZETIAN!
(:

-qianWENY

2007-10-10T22:38:00.001+08:00

someone smiled at me tdy.
HAHAHAHA. YYYYYY
and yes it made my day.
i swear i was smiling t myself like some idiot. [:
haha, even though trng was D:
i felt so weak lah.
gahhh, nevermind!
QIANWEN IS GOING T TRAIN HARD!! (:

okay gt stuffs t do!
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE!

i just wna sit and stare at YOU! <3

-qianWENY

2007-10-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

if only we cld live like this forever,
i swear i'd never let go..ever.

hoho im such a happy nut i cld write a poem.
(okay i was joking.. i cant xD)
:D :D :D :D :D
smileeeeee! the world's such a happy place t live in.(:

so many ppl got injured tdy lah! ):
ROARRR.

school was a total waste of time tdy. ~~partially~~.
LOL.

incoherent typing.
i think i really need t sleep D:
GOODNIGHT PEEEOPLE.

-qianWENY

2007-10-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

SOCCER IS ADDICTIVE.
hahahahaha. (:

im lazy t update.
going out sooooon!
shall continue when i get home :D

-qianWENY

2007-10-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

i think i have fallen in love.

with k1! (: (: (:

muahahahahahaha.

finally theres trng tdy. optional though, but i really really dint regret turning up.

really. :D

then class outing!

dined at fish&co. (:

and there were so many ppl celebrating their birthday!

the fish&co staffs did some hakka style birthday thingy.

lol hakka hakka hakka. HAHA SORRY.

in other news:

PROMOS ARE OVERRRRRR. (:

*jumps arnd*

okay pictures! :D

mooooo(:

first neoprint in what, 2 years?! HAHA.

-qianWENY